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FUSIONED - DIRECTED - WRITTEN AND CORRESPONDED BY: MENASSA 2001 WE
DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPEAK BUT WE DO IT IN SEVERAL LANGUAGES
INDIO
GRIS, IS A PRODUCT INDIO GRIS Nº 79 YEAR II EDITORIAL IT
IS NECESSARY It
is necessary to break the equilibrium CERTAINTY I
can become sad I
identify myself: Standing I
have I
make love and dream.
Darling, An
irreducible point, a wish, to stop my life in this plenitude, eternally.
To live this way, sitting in this place where I am, a thousand years. To
have a worry everyday during a thousand years to know that I am alive.
During a thousand years I would make up a thousand stories per year. Three
stories each day of the year. Each day of the year I assume, without
knowing, three open and untouchable parallel lines over my voice, the body
of my voice, over the loudest sounds of my voice, they are always present
and impossible: woman, death, Poetry.
-
Look doctor - he told me when he arrived without previously saying
hello-, there are things that don't allow themselves to be analysed. Today I
begin to take B1, B6 and B12 vitamins against the sporadic appearance of a
genital herpes which appears each time that a woman wants me only for herself.
Then, I said to myself: lack of virility, lack of vitamins. I
maintained his silence as long as it was possible for me and afterwards I told
him that as from next week we would start with his third weekly hour. The truth
was that I didn't expect to surprise him with what, to my understanding, was
something crystal-like, but I surprised him. -
Where did you get that from, doctor? I
didn't say a word to him, I preferred to wait for he himself to try an
association. -
Perhaps - he said after a long silence- you may be right, in the sense
that, to come to the psychoanalyst to tell him that in order to be more virile
you need three vitamins instead of three sessions, could be an aggression. But
what I can't understand is why I should have to attack him. I don't know, I
don't know, perhaps because of the holidays, perhaps… -
Look- I told him-, if you go on pouring so much water in the wine, in the
end you will never know what taste the wine has. -
We'll continue the next
time.
At
night while we were fucking, she sang a Gregorian song and when we reached
orgasm I told her: Amen, and then, she looked at me with a sustained
erotic smile and said: -
Now, my ass. I
quickly answered not to know if I could. She
locked her gaze on mine and I won't tell you what happened, but
afterwards, almost dead, one lying beside the other, she in a low voice
said: -
Now
yes, now you are my master.
1 The
group, for the time being, is impossible, because it is impossible to make
coincide the desires of man, the desires of woman. 2 With
love you can generally do anything; with money you can do very few things
and almost always the same things. 3 A
free, healthy and strong man, can also construct himself. To
end, to break, for beginning, for constructing. 4 For
life to be another life, it is indispensable that sexuality be another
sexuality. 5 Experience
teaches that all those who want to be more noble than what their
constitution allows them to be, get sick with neurosis. Healthy
men but immoral. Refined
and noble women but seriously nervous. The
exigency is equal for everyone. The
existent double sexual morality for man in our societies is the best
confession that the society itself that has proclaimed the restrictive
precepts does not consider possible their abeyance. 6 An
abstinent artist is something scarcely possible.
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