FUSIONED - DIRECTED - WRITTEN AND CORRESPONDED BY: MENASSA 2001
DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPEAK BUT WE DO IT IN SEVERAL LANGUAGES
GRIS, IS A PRODUCT
INDIO GRIS Nº 54
we start our second year of life and we hope to be able to modify several things.
MIGHT LOVE BE?
of the bodies
looked for you among the poor,
I did not look for you any longer,
January 28th, 1977
my writing nauseate
will produce its devastation.
will not be possible,
drink my semen,
evening of January 30th, 1977
return because returning is my function.
know that nobody needs our love
is a place in man where flesh becomes sovereign again.
split your body in halves,
January 30th, 1977, at night
plunge my head into the wilderness and only your howls remind me of life.
Madrid, January 30th,1977, after midnight
your weeping announces the warm space of repetitions.
against death, pain against pain.
beat the universe of your shape mercilessly,
Love doesn't exist.
there is no good reason for living
man of about 30 years, psychologist.
he arrived three minutes earlier and started to speak about will
power. I drink my tea slowly. The patient, in the meantime, says that
there is a fracture, he doesn't very well know where, between the professional
and the intellectual.
instead of making love with my wife, I began to work on the second session of
my second patient.
realise without telling him anything, that the patient is looking for the
possibility of writing.
smell of marihuana - says the psychologist-patient- like any other incense
makes me think that I am in a temple. This morning I read in the newspaper
that a sect practises
vasectomy, abortion and couple shifting. Now a penis is approaching my mouth
and I'm sucking it, I remember that someone of this sect was killed by sending
him a snake by mail. Yesterday I was at the clinic with my wife and as she's
they recommended us more pills and more mucosa tests and more X-rays. I
ended up arguing
with my wife.
think, without uttering a word, that he doesn't want to have a baby with that
woman, but with another one.
don't know, now I feel a sort of relief, as if I were floating in someway, as
with my body completely relaxed, as with a sensation of expansion. And you
doctor, haven't you thought anything?
by his last words and I told him without knowing what I was saying:
I've thought that you can't leave your wife pregnant, because you want to have
a baby with me.
and then, with a tone of sadness far away from words:
know something, doctor? My wife doesn't want to have anal
intercourse. She is a little constipated. She hasn't conquered yet that
hole for pleasure. Besides I have a certain disgust for shit. And certain
revolts of feeling myself stained by the semen after ejaculation, or the
odours, or inclusive the hygiene of the body. Once more a penis appears near
my mouth and I suck it.
think, without uttering a word, how that could be related with his mother's
saw my mother washing her hair without a blouse and without a bra, in turning
around to tell me not to come in, she showed me her breast and I masturbate
with them. I also masturbate sometimes with images related, in a certain
style, to my father. I imagined homosexual relations between turtles.
have the fantasy in this moment with you, of losing myself in some event.
ask myself if that body which I caress, is the body of my dead father or of my
old mother. Sometimes I think that my mother has a penis, sometimes while
sleeping, I look for a penis between my wife's legs.
jerked off with my hand and hers. We were very aroused. This happened after
having made love two or three times and having fucked her through the anus,
first with a finger, then with two, then with the head of my penis and a
fourth time, after rubbing it for a long time on her buttocks which she moved
restlessly, I penetrated her up to the balls and started to push her against
dying, she said, I'm dying.
decreased the rhythm and without coming I interrupted the operation. We
reached the bathroom swaying, she sat like if she were going to shit and told
the anus the pleasure is brutal and I who thought that it was only for
shitting. The pleasure was so brutal that I almost faint.
she farted two or three times and she relaxed enough. There I unzipped my
trousers and took out my dick and started to sway it; when it was hard enough
I told her:
on, baby, enjoy with me- and to help her with my free hand I squeezed her
be afraid, I'm embellished of having achieved so much. It was I who had come
proposes a higher budget and a Constitution for Ultra Spain.
softens the Foreignness Law while he deports more Nigerians.
of the newspaper without retouching)
British start to lose their fear of Europe and will use it as an electoral
recognises that he sympathised with Trotskyism
after having denied it. Who would believe it!
declares before Parliament, to gun down all opponents.
Popular Party attributes Spanish Socialist Workers Party an illegality in
informing dead people votes. Between you, leftists, as you die is legal to say
that the dead shouldn't vote, but between us, of the Popular Party, that
intend to remain in office more than twenty years, the dead do vote.
considers Zapatero's proposal
for buying armoured cars as "childish". Zapatero answers that
expecting pears from an elm is even more childish.
Madrid Court denies an ID
in Catalan to a citizen and in the rest of Spain an endless number of
citizens are denied an ID in Arab, Chinese, Yugoslav, Polish, Colombian,
treat victims of violence worse if they are a legal couple.
leads the technology of optical and infrared observations of the sky but knows
nothing about Earth.
Construction of a new tunnel of the AVD under Serrano Street is being studied so that some building of Serrano Street will also colapse.