INDIO GRIS FUSIONED - DIRECTED - WRITTEN AND CORRESPONDED BY: MENASSA 2001 WE
DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPEAK BUT WE DO IT IN SEVERAL LANGUAGES INDIO
GRIS, IS A PRODUCT INDIO GRIS Nº 54 YEAR
II EDITORIAL Today
we start our second year of life and we hope to be able to modify several things. WHERE
MIGHT LOVE BE? Love.
The Love. How
many times All
of the bodies I
looked for you among the poor, Later
I did not look for you any longer,
Madrid,
January 28th, 1977 May
my writing nauseate
you, Poetry
will produce its devastation. Escape
will not be possible, Drink,
drink my semen, To
be afraid, Madrid,
evening of January 30th, 1977 I
return because returning is my function. I
know that nobody needs our love There
is a place in man where flesh becomes sovereign again. I'll
split your body in halves, Madrid,
January 30th, 1977, at night I
plunge my head into the wilderness and only your howls remind me of life. I
hold up, Infernal
lovers' game: Alcohol,
luminous alcohol. Madrid, January 30th,1977, after midnight Again,
your weeping announces the warm space of repetitions. Death
against death, pain against pain. I
beat the universe of your shape mercilessly,
Love doesn't exist. And
there is no good reason for living A
man of about 30 years, psychologist. Today
he arrived three minutes earlier and started to speak about will
power. I drink my tea slowly. The patient, in the meantime, says that
there is a fracture, he doesn't very well know where, between the professional
and the intellectual. Yesterday
instead of making love with my wife, I began to work on the second session of
my second patient. I
realise without telling him anything, that the patient is looking for the
possibility of writing. The
smell of marihuana - says the psychologist-patient- like any other incense
makes me think that I am in a temple. This morning I read in the newspaper
that a sect practises
vasectomy, abortion and couple shifting. Now a penis is approaching my mouth
and I'm sucking it, I remember that someone of this sect was killed by sending
him a snake by mail. Yesterday I was at the clinic with my wife and as she's
not pregnant,
they recommended us more pills and more mucosa tests and more X-rays. I
ended up arguing
with my wife. I
think, without uttering a word, that he doesn't want to have a baby with that
woman, but with another one. I
don't know, now I feel a sort of relief, as if I were floating in someway, as
with my body completely relaxed, as with a sensation of expansion. And you
doctor, haven't you thought anything? I
felt exposed
by his last words and I told him without knowing what I was saying: Yes,
I've thought that you can't leave your wife pregnant, because you want to have
a baby with me. Silence
and then, with a tone of sadness far away from words: You
know something, doctor? My wife doesn't want to have anal
intercourse. She is a little constipated. She hasn't conquered yet that
hole for pleasure. Besides I have a certain disgust for shit. And certain
revolts of feeling myself stained by the semen after ejaculation, or the
odours, or inclusive the hygiene of the body. Once more a penis appears near
my mouth and I suck it. I
think, without uttering a word, how that could be related with his mother's
tits. I
saw my mother washing her hair without a blouse and without a bra, in turning
around to tell me not to come in, she showed me her breast and I masturbate
with them. I also masturbate sometimes with images related, in a certain
style, to my father. I imagined homosexual relations between turtles. I
have the fantasy in this moment with you, of losing myself in some event. I
ask myself if that body which I caress, is the body of my dead father or of my
old mother. Sometimes I think that my mother has a penis, sometimes while
sleeping, I look for a penis between my wife's legs.
I
jerked off with my hand and hers. We were very aroused. This happened after
having made love two or three times and having fucked her through the anus,
first with a finger, then with two, then with the head of my penis and a
fourth time, after rubbing it for a long time on her buttocks which she moved
restlessly, I penetrated her up to the balls and started to push her against
the wall. I'm
dying, she said, I'm dying. I
decreased the rhythm and without coming I interrupted the operation. We
reached the bathroom swaying, she sat like if she were going to shit and told
me: Through
the anus the pleasure is brutal and I who thought that it was only for
shitting. The pleasure was so brutal that I almost faint. Afterwards
she farted two or three times and she relaxed enough. There I unzipped my
trousers and took out my dick and started to sway it; when it was hard enough
I told her: Come
on, baby, enjoy with me- and to help her with my free hand I squeezed her
nipples. Don't
be afraid, I'm embellished of having achieved so much. It was I who had come
to die.
Zapatero
proposes a higher budget and a Constitution for Ultra Spain. ***** Rajoy
softens the Foreignness Law while he deports more Nigerians. (headline
of the newspaper without retouching) ***** The
British start to lose their fear of Europe and will use it as an electoral
weapon. ***** Jospin
recognises that he sympathised with Trotskyism
after having denied it. Who would believe it! ***** Matas
declares before Parliament, to gun down all opponents. ***** The
Popular Party attributes Spanish Socialist Workers Party an illegality in
informing dead people votes. Between you, leftists, as you die is legal to say
that the dead shouldn't vote, but between us, of the Popular Party, that
intend to remain in office more than twenty years, the dead do vote. ***** Aznar
considers Zapatero's proposal
for buying armoured cars as "childish". Zapatero answers that
expecting pears from an elm is even more childish. ***** A
Madrid Court denies an ID
in Catalan to a citizen and in the rest of Spain an endless number of
citizens are denied an ID in Arab, Chinese, Yugoslav, Polish, Colombian,
Venezuelan, Argentine… *****
Judges
treat victims of violence worse if they are a legal couple. ***** Europe
leads the technology of optical and infrared observations of the sky but knows
nothing about Earth. ***** Construction of a new tunnel of the AVD under Serrano Street is being studied so that some building of Serrano Street will also colapse. |